My pseudo life

James Blunt on my TV as I cruise on the internet for the next fix of pseudo reality. How can I be present when life takes place in www.com and I am stuck on planet Earth. My daily fix allows me a glimpse into that world – a glimpse of paradise. The same glimpse that kills me more and more every day because it reminds me of what I cannot. I caught a beautiful sight today on earthcam.com – beautiful people having breakfast on south beach Miami. If I was real I would go there. Sit down and have a cup of coffee – trying to feel sorry for the the poor guy watching me on the earthcam. I feel so alive, sitting here …. on south beach ….. as if the WWWorld really is my oyster.